Dear Die-ry ,
11:05 PM

Jiaen , Soon soon MY DEAR CHERRY OK ? Haha ! My schedule currently full then I also dont know I Thursday/Friday/Weekend working anot ! Fuck up de lor ): I will go out with you drink tea eat food if dont shop de hua ok ? Love and I miss you ! :D
S. , Yes of course ! :D Memories ma , wahaha . Where is your damn blog ! ):
Annessa , Thanks alot my dear (: Thanks for being such a sweet girl . Yes I shall have a happy birthday and smile ! Be happy too alright ? :D
Princess Belle , OK I DECIDED TO RELINK ! :D HEEHEE SHOPPING SHOPPING NEHX DARLING :D MY NEW POST COOL ? GOT YOUR HOT PICTURES NEHX . LOL . Loveyoumanxxxxxx ♥
Zubaidah , Yes , I did rmb about your birthday wish to me last year ! It was still kept inside my phone Z610i until I never used the phone . You dont know only x) And anw !!! I did sent to that number , but I guess it's my phone's problem ): Just bear in mind that I did wish you ok ? And one more important thing is that you will always be an important person kept in my heart as I move on in life . I love and miss you dear (:

Sometimes I think Im just too wicked to be true !
Like I can be as nice as I want and as bad as I want , I said I wanted this and I will want that in another moment , or I like this and that later .
I could forget all about a person , but rmb him/her suddenly . Some people always stay in your mind , and for some people , you'll be rmb-ing them now and then no matter how much time had past .

I just felt soooo guilty ! I took alot of things for granted , yet I could heck care about it .
Sometimes I talk bad behind people , yes , sometimes Im an evil person myself .
Im not a backstabber ok ? But for me , backstabber is like saying alot of fucking shit , yes , SHIT that are not true behind their back , because everyone deserves to be talk bad about , unless you are an angel with a white ring above your head and wings on your back :D
Arhhh , crap , maybe this are just all one sided opinions , and that's how Im again !
When I think this thing happen because it's MY opinion , I tend to think that others will feel the same .
But the fact is , I dont even give a damn about their feeling ?
But when I did try to notice and not do everything my own way , I feel so fake and uncomfortable ..
I feel that I should just tell him/her that it's my own thinking so why should you care ?
But have a thought la , like that , friends also cannot be friends le , pointless and worthless .

Dont say I do things without thinking , I do think , alot ! But my problem is that I tend to think one way and dont know how to make a curve to solve that problem .
Well anw , Im not very troubled , yes Im sort of feeling sad , but I dont want to be a bitch [ok , when i already am haha !] so Im doing some reflection on myself .

I might not be perfect in your eyes , but I can always be perfect in my own eyes .
So what if Im fat and doesnt have a model-like body , big eyes and sexay eyes and beautiful long hair , not as gentle and kind , or not as out-spoken and open-minded ?
Im something in between , which you cannot find other where wahaha .

Say , eeyer buay paiseh say yourself until so ......... !
But Im this good in my own eyes .
Somemore Im lucky to have a loving family and a wonderful boyfriend and a group of great friends .
Jealous ?
:D
:D
:D

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Ok ! Today is , Sunday (: Feels like a Friday to me , no idea why ! Wahaha , or a Saturday .

Supposed to wake up at 9am but my alarm is too soft to be heard ... [my soul phone , finally i realised that it's not a music phone lol ? Samsung phone speakers are lousy ! but i still love the touchscreen and camera (:] So I woke up at 11.30am , called Hubby and bathed and talked to mother and took 912 to his house .




It was my ljb but I want to show this because the quality is damn good and it focus on me that it shows my pores !!!!! Just to advertise its quality ^^


Lalalalalalalalalala .

Hubby was being effing cute ok ?! When I was at his house he keep give me funny and cute and weird expressions that make me laugh until super pengz . Heh . Love him many many !

Slacked again and after awhile we went outside to find Leon and Shanran on a cab :D
Cabbed to Woodlands Centre , Princess Belle and other HJKs are already there ! Hubby and me ate at Macdonalds again :O
I ate McSpicy today . Heehee .
Leon joined us for awhile .
After that go up see them play pool . Funny and fun and I was laughing all the way . It feels realllllllllll good to see my friends again !

DIDI . Oh-pillar-caterpillar till super cute de ^^

Ahpeh boyfriend ^^


Went to buy my things , check out PSP prices ... Because Daddy and Mummy kup money buy PSP for me ! :DDDDDDDDD
Wanted to buy red limited edition one , I was so in love with it ... But I predicted that I will get sick of it in a while so , might as well buy pink one which was cheaper and the same colour as Hubby's . But I never buy , Tuesday parents are bringing me to buy at Vista Point which is at a cheaper price , including of memory stick , games installed by them , blah blah blah . Quite a good deal lor . So Im sososo looking forward to Tuesday !!! Monday , Tuesday , Wednesday (:

Anw after that I went back to find them . I realised that my skinny jeans colour was the same as the grey one I was wearing on the picture on the previous post and I thought I choose wrong one , meaning I chose the same as the one at home ._.

Ate McFlurry later with Joycie ! Then I forgot what happen liao ...

Oh , played at the arcade there , the 3player game I suck at it la !!!! Super ):):): HAHAHA .
Then they like so enthu in the games ..... !

Hubby pei-ed me go change my skinny ! :D End up is that auntie take wrong not I choose wrong lor duhduh !

Then we and the others sat outside Macdonalds and talk talk talk .


I love pictures of people laughing !

I love this picture with my princess ♥


Hanjie mixed fries with salt and pepper , chilli , green tea , coke , onion ring and , saliva ? :S SUPER FUCKING DISGUSTING !
Say to Alvin that if he dare to eat one of the fries , Hanjie will give Alvin $2 . Then in the end also dont dare :D
And Hanjie's end product was like ... A shitty mash potato ? Sort of . It's disgusting !


Then Princess Belle and Princess Ariel proceed to talk about our Princessy topics and secrets :X
Was always so nice to catch up what's going on with her heehee .



This candid picture of Belle is so damn pretty ?!!?!



Everyone was chit-chatting away and after awhile we went to the bus-stop to wait for 912 ........
Damn long ok ? Because there was traffic jam at that period of time ! Talked to Princess for like so so long and the stupid bus still havent come .

Princess said this IS ladylike !
Ok and after I heard her views of me before and after she saw me I was so happy lor (:



Then Alvin started tour-guiding us on how to walk back to control station (:

HAHAHA .
Just as predicted , the bus came just as we walked about quite a distance , when we of course were to late to catch the bus , duh , so we walked pass Marsiling Sec , climbed a hill [???] , cheered [?!] , and finally reach the control station when everyone was sweating ! I was sticky and wet all over , duh ._.
It was a happy hour through all the walking , I love gatherings with lots of people tgt :D
Which all reminds me of the unity of every house-colour , group , class or whatever whatever competitions in primary school ! So fun !

Then went into CWP because everyone wanted to chill and some wanted to go The Blues ......
Then me and Princess and Hubby talked :O
Ok , felt quite happy and relaxed after that ! Heehee !
Hubby wanted to go home because there's no time to go Fragrant so I pei-ed him until Civics Centre there , talked awhile and he went home .
I bought Slurpee and walked home after that (:
Decided not to go Fragrant because Joycie wasnt there already and I was sticky all over .
Tadaa !
Here Im :D

Eventful day hor ? Im sososo happy today ok .
And tmr , Im going shopping with Girlfriend/Princess Belle/Joycie ! :DDDDDDD
And maybe Haoren and guys are joining . Not too sure .
But my shopping spree is starting leih . How can not excited right . No blog-shopping for today :D

Wednesday , they still havent decide where to go ... But I know there will be a cake for me and I'll be happy jiu ok le lo :D

In such a happy mood now , decided to go blog-shopping afterall . HAHAHA .
Calling Hubby after that .



Oh , anw attention to all !! DO NOT TAKE THESE PICTURES IN MY BLOG TO HAVE THEM AS YOURS/PUT AS YOUR DISPLAY PICTURES OR BLOG/ ANYWHERE ELSE HOR ! Unless you are one of them .. If not , if let me find out I shall screw you upside down la !!!! I will confirm !%^$^&!$^& make you die horrible vegetable de . Get the meaning ? Take mine , I still and consider whether to turn you into minced meat anot :D



Dont think Im overreacting but I really will feel very angry one lor ):



I forget to take pictures of us when we 'climb hill' heehee . Those pictures when Im not holding the phone is taken by dont know who !
















I feel like watcing Love at Dolphine Bay once again D:



Boyfriend , calling you soon , I miss you !




♥ Kianhui