12:23 AM
He's the best medicine to heal my loneliness ..
Have I mentioned that Im not going to work full-time ? (:
Heehee ! I figured that money is not as important as freedom & time is to me . Why spend all your life working without having fun even though you earn alot of money ? Yeah . So what if its 500-800 dollars a month ? Im not a da xiao jie / someone who goes for famous brands .
I do dream / think / want to make up , dress up myself like someone elegant or whatsoever .. But I guess that's not me for the moment ! Heehee . So what if Im not schooling already ? Im still a goody girl ok ! I nvr turn bad (:
*SMILES*
What am I going to be when I grow up ? Im already a grown up anw (:
Once I earn like a 10 thousand dollar or above , should I further my studies in some private school , or should I be a chef / baker / makeup artist ? I love to be a chef , I love food ♥
K la fuck . Im REALLY growing fat , for the million times .
Im SERIOUSLY going to cut down fats . At least 5kg la T.T
Can I do it ? No more bubbletea , fried food , tidbits !
Mummy said that I could eat meat leih :D
So happy lol ! Im also happy to eat skinless chicken la . The skin of a chicken is worth twice the calories of the chicken itself !! [lol not true la -.-]
Maybe I should just continue work in this place for many years , and learn cooking along the way (:
One day , I might take over the whole business and be ladyboss ? Im going to participate in chef competitions and winnnnnn .
This morning , I woke up at 7.15am , took 912 to his house (:
I love bus rides !! [when I can seat down ! :D]
Then I'll listen to music and daydream all d way ......
Reach his house at about 8.10 .
He fucker leih ask me go his house see him sleep .
Heehee ! But me , this good girlfriend let him sleep !
And I used his computer :D
Nothing to do so watched 13 Beloved which is also known as 13 Game of Death at Crunchyroll.com .
Watched that show before at Joycie's house before ! I rmbed at Joycie's house I watched halfway then fall asleep lol ! So I missed the middle part of the story . Was kinda creepy watching alone la -.- Keep skipping some parts of the movie lol .
I find it funny that that Thailand guy's name is dont know what Chit de . Sounds like shit . Lol . That Chit got eat Shit in the movie also . Black comedy ? Or what did you call it ? Eeyer .
After that , 11 + decided to wake dearest up one . End up I sleep with him also lol ! Just now on the phone he asked me , when we sleeping tgt I got hug you ? So funny :D
Then I say got ! Heehee . Sleeping in his arms is warm and happy and fortunate :D
Though I've gone through alot alot of things with him since November ? Heh . I love my blog archives and will never delete them ♥
You mean the whole world , universe , life , to me . I'll quit all connections to the world if the one day , when you leave me , comes .
And I know that will nvr happen my dear .
I trust you alot . You're not abit like other bastards like J*** Tan .
You are the only one who gave me the special feelings , only you among all other guys .
Rmb how we said , we're like husband and wife ?
We will be .
I dont and wont care what others say , even if they say that dream on , no couples of your age will last till marriage or any rubbish like this .
Because I trust , I believe you .
Muackkkkkkks Hubby :D
Okie heehee . After we woke up , we ate lunch cooked by his lovely Ahma (:
His Ahma damnit cute la ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
His cousin , biaomei also there ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
HAHA .
He kpkb with his cousin until super funny leih . Pig head dog head (:
Seriously he did look CUTE !
You should see him yourself when he isnt wearing cap and specs . Hee .
After that , we went to Vista Point and bought Bubbletea . Guess who I saw ?
LYNETTE .
Was very happy to see her , she was funny when mixing the bubbletea (: I love her brown hair !
Im going to dye my hair soon I guess (: Saturday !!!!!
I must this time le ! Like , freedom man , I can have dyed hair for as long as Im surviving on this world , as long as EOTW never comes !!!!!!!! :D
ANYWAY TO LYNETTE ! Your bubbletea is quite alright ? HAHA . MAKE MORE FOR ME , ADD PEARL FOR ME NXT TIME :X
Ok whatever . Sat under block with him as usual and kiss goodbye !
Prepared everything and went to work .
Work was alright la today , got one female teenager , her total cost of food was 12.20 dollar but she's short of 20cents ..
And she can have the food for 12 dollar you know ! So good right . Lol . If I was her I will be so fucking grateful to myself lol ! Aiyar , I ask my fellow , how to say ? Colleague [-.-] ? Whether can discount 20 cent anot he say can then can lor (:
Actually I feel quite good for being a good person :DDD
OH YA GOT ONE THING SUPER DUPER FUCKING ANGRY TILL NOW MY ANGER STILL HAVENT GO AWAY LOR !!!!!!!!!!!!
Got one ill-mannered de xiao didi . Bu dong shi sia . I very old meh ?!?!! He fucking called me auntie , I want fish&chips !!!!!
Fuck lor . Super angry . Complained everywhere after the little boy go off ! Well , when he was there , of course well-mannered Ongminmin smiled sweetly and make that order for him .
But if I were someone else I sure will screamed at him and strangle him and shake him until he got to his senses man ! That's what I was thinking really ):
Im really sad about that , someone calling me auntie .. Just imagine , a 15 year-old-to-be girllllllllllll , ladyyyyyyyyyyyy , teenagerrrrrrrrrrrr , so young , being called an auntie , super fuck up sia . Blabber blabber !!!
Ok ._.
Went home after work (:
Saw Lynette again after I get off bus ! :D
Talked to dearest after bathing . He's gone to his piggy land and Im blogging now ! :D
Heh . Shopping at Fareast with dearest Princess Belle on Sunday . Faithful off day sia (:
Im missing HJKs .
On my birthday , Im asking alot of people to go VivoCity / Eastcoast / Sentosa .
Or maybe just HJKs (:
Jianing birthday is coming too ! Im buying a present for her ! :D NOT ! HAHA . I mean yes . No ? :DDDDDD
Miss playing at Vivo City 's pool . So fun , so many memories with so many people (:
One day I wanna dive in the sea ! :D
And one day I wanna smoke , when Im fucking 18 . I'll watch M18 movies , smoke , drive , whatever whatever ! :D
Ok Hubby , Im joking about the smoking part .
Oh so random , Im tired , going to sleep ! Good night my dears , muackkkk .
♥ Kianhui
2:03 PM
To Dearest Belle :D
Flood me with more tags man lol ! Yes I'll nvr go play Maple dont worry lol -.- So I've actually type below and here that I book a part of Sunday for you ya ! Love manz ! And yes Im going shopping on Sunday woohoo Im getting so excited HAHAHA . Do sms me or whatsoever when you see this ya ! Lurbssxxzzz euuuuuuuuuuu .
YAYYYY . Im back to blogging ! :D
Work was tiring as usual but alright (:
Oh I've have a great piece of news , *GRINS*
I bought a new phone ! Or lets say , I got a phone for free , hoho (:
NO SECONDARY/FRONT CAMERA LA !!! TMD MANZ .
Im kinda lazy to search for photos on the internet , so I just took photo of the box where my handphone was place (:
Samsung Soul SGH-U900
You see the bottom part of the phone with 9dots and 4 icons ? That one is a touch screen !
Also , this phone has the function User Created Skin [UCS] , which means that I could create a theme for my phone on my own hoho ! Tell you ar , my handphone very pretty ^^
Also the touch screen colour could be changed !
What can you tell from the photos ? My phone camera is very good :D Heh .
Ok , not that good but 5.0 magapixels *BEAMS*
Ok la , Im going to zilian everyday and post my pictures everyday also !
Im going to take pictures everyday :D
Taken ytd while waiting at 962 bus stop .
Ok and finally , Im going to introduce my workplace ! Yes Im really very happy having this phone heehee .
The stall Im working at , now you know why Im growing like , fatter ?!
Two of my new friends :D
They very teng me one you know !
Surprisingly , one month had passed since I worked there . Everything is fine so far , except getting scolded now and then by Bossxxxzzz or any of them . Well , Im going on fine (:
Im going to work from 5pm-10pm on weekdays of this week (:
On Saturday , Im working from 9am-5pm .
Sunday , off-day ! :D
Joycie , Im asking you out on Sunday okie !!!!
And of course my dearest boyfriend (: I'll nvr leave you out hehheh .
And I know many people miss me , so ...
Yeah right .
But here's some picture of Princess Ariel anw , lol ._.
Whatthefuck I know wahhaha . But it's clear right my pictures ?!
Oh ya , why I say I get this phone for free becozzzzz my father sign contract for himself and got this phone for free ! And I get this phone from Vista Point Singtel shop ! The guy is funny and the workers are friendly ! Good deals heehee .
I♥My new handphone !
Satisfaction guaranteed ☆☆☆☆☆
:D
Ok , now that I've bought my handphone for $0 [?] , I can spend my salary on shopping spreeeeeee which was mentioned earlier , to be done with my very dearest Belleeeeee . Heehee . Im going to prepare for work already , so byebyeeeeeeez .
Samsung Soul SGH-U900 is really good (:
I miss Hubby !
♥ Kianhui
7:06 PM
I badly need new clothes ):
And I super badly need a new handphone ! Fuck la , should not have smashed my own handphone , so stupid .
Off day on a Sunday , which is like . WOW ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Super happy , but a day doing almost nth lor =/
Fineeeeee .
I miss Joycie ):
Whenever Im having an off-day , NO ONE ASK ME OUT .
When Im working for full day or just working , so many fun events going on .
):
How sad I get ? I go emo le .
Emo-ing in progress ..
Cuts hands .............
Bang walls .............
-.-
Kay la , but today is serious , tiring and boring and Im having a headache !
I want mummy ):
It's a family day and I die die also want have dinner with my daddy and mummy . Fuck leih , I very long then will off day on a day everyone free . If I know I confirm go out with my mummy .
She went Bugis , Expo and CHANGI AIRPORT today la fuck !
She can shop ! Eat ! See aeroplanes ..
Im just stuck in woodlands . Lol .
I wanna see aeroplanes ..
I wanna have nightlife ..
I wanna go to the beach ..
Get my money and shop till die . Muahaha .
I miss Nengtong like shittttt . I dreamt about him coming out ytd night and it was totally sooooo real !! I still rmb Edwin and Alvin and Gerald meeting TNT with me ! Then I called Jianing .. She came with a big big smile :D
REALLY . DAMN REAL LOR .
Pray hard , real hard , he's coming out damn fucking soon .
Everythings falling out of place and Im just so damn flustered ...
What should I do ? I will make the matter worse if I do anything .. But if I dont do anything everything will be as bad as ever ..
I feel very uncomfortable . 不自在。Fuck ):
Then I'll think of a song ... Your Love is A Lie .
Dont suspect anything bcos of this words .
Dont think of anything when you see this post .
Dont misunderstand anything .
Im very frustrated and it's time to blog out my feelings again in my blog . Im tired for not blogging my feelings out . It's the best place to go when nobody's there for me ):
Maybe , someday when Im free , Im going to the airport alone (:
Or the beach .
Since no one is pei-ing me , why not do it alone ?
It's like Im alone all the time already . Doesnt makes a difference .
Im like not emo-ing ?
Im just upset . Very upset . Over nothing !
PMS PMS PMS .
Quickly have my period and let the PMS go all over man . Fuck .
Glad to see my blog counter rising . Lol .
Maybe I should go play maple too . Hahah .
Oh yeah , miss me ? Here I am :
I miss you , I really do .. But who knows what are you saying ..
Who are you kidding ?
Now guess what . Alrights . I love Hubby .
♥ Kianhui
12:21 PM
Bear in heart that I wont wanna leave you , EVER .
I've prove it to you havent I ?
I insisted not when you said yes . Trust my love for you already ?
All those quarrels happen bcos I wanna spend more time with you , my loved one .
Havent you know ?
I will give in and so should you ma !
Wo hen ai ni Hubby .
Bu yao li kai wo .
Wei le ni , shen me dou ke yi .
♥ Kianhui
10:28 PM
Decided to post the photo taken today afterall (:
My ljb , love it . Hah .
I really love that idiot too .
I asked him to take de .
Then I took his one also :D
He's trying to be like me . Haha dream on man monster xD
But I know we're cute lol !
There's a whole load of other photos , mostly his ones .
But guess what ? I dont wanna share Im selfish .
Muahahah .
Something's going wrong .
PMS . Hopefully .
Hope it's something wrong with me , only .
That will be great , it's my own stupid thinkings (:
Jianing , should I deny all the bad bad things Im thinking in my heart ):
Will it be better ?
I know Im just such an asshole , troublesome freak .
Maybe I said that other people are possessive and he's possessive .
But I guess I could be much more possessive than them all .
Maybe I arent a good girl afterall .
My thinkings are affected by things happening .
I being far too paranoid .
Nevertheless , I love him still the same . Maybe , more and more .
It will never end .
Oh yeah again , I dont like to share .
Return my love to me .
♥ Kianhui
6:30 PM
Your partner's behaving in a way that has you confused. Avoid jumping to conclusions -- it doesn't mean something bad is going on. Sit them down and present your concerns. There's probably a simple explanation.
Great (: Means Im just thinking too much lol .
I guess Im being much too possessive already . But who cares ? Im only having him and only him . He's my very love and Im loving him more each day .
Pictures will be uploaded later when Hubby send me the photos ! :D
Today , is far more fun than ytd although it's only for an hour , today .
Was so afraid that he'll think Im fan . Sighs . But I cant help thinking he dont wanna meet me !
Until he meet me , Im happy and relieved (:
He got lost around Hanjie's block there lol ! Was damn cute . Went to buy bubbletea and I saw Kaijing and Sheryl (:
Wasnt having such a good mood that time so I nvr talk much to them ! Bought double oreo for him and honey milk tea for myself . I need something to sweeten up my mood !
Went to buy a strawberry Pocky .
Made in Thailand , $1,00 .
Made in Japan , $1.10 .
Lmao ?
Like what's the difference about that taste ? Havent tasted the Thailand one .
Bought the Japan one which costed only 10 cents more .
Duh !
Sat down at our usual place and drank bubbletea . We were talking and talking and my dearest made me laughed like mad . Was happy once again (:
Talked about people's appearances , their backstabbing methods , about TootA and TootB , and about TNT and Brandon .
Went up to the the storey of my flat [?] and we talked more , took pictures and blah :D
Hubby chased me home ):
Alrights Im working tmr again .
Oh ya , I nvr work today bcos I STOMACHACHE and FLU .
Not gengster please Hubby ! :D
My parents are quitting their work .
My mother is going out to work instead of staying home babysitting .
My father is going to find other engineering work for himself .
Hope my family is getting better and better :D
But that baby my mummy babysits for is so duper cute and he's living ):
Fuck lor . I love that baby !!
Watched "我的左眼见到鬼" ytd night because I could not go to sleep . Guess everyone knows what show it is already lol yes Im slow !
But it's such a nice movie , the wife's love for her husband .
I love Kianhui .
I love Hubby .
I miss him already like fuck .
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I wanna find a new show to watch in Crunchyroll liao .
No pictures at the moment ! Feel like uploading a video Hubby showed me just now hehheh . CUTE .
OKAY !
YEAH !
WHAT ? WHAT ? WHAT ?
Hahaha -.-
Okay Im going off buh-bye !
P.s. YAY . My block visitors rose . WEE . I forgot the counts ytd guess is 10+ ? 20+ ? Should be 20+ but it rose anw and Im happy HAHAHA .
♥ Kianhui
9:26 PM
Hopefully I can watch the last episode , god bless me ! I soso love this show !! Tianbao , Feifei , heehee I like them also ^^
Ok ! My webcounter done le . Hoho . Maybe it's much more better ! :D
Tmr's work again , buzzzzzz . Boo !
Today , woke up very late ! But not later then Hubby . Heh . I slept at 3+ . Tmd he slept at 5+ , he insisted he's too excited about today lol ! When he was obviously playing MapleGlobal . Eh ya hor , fuck la he must be playing it now that he forgets about me . Fuck lor ):
But anw , Happy 2nd Month once again ! We didnt go anywhere . Hee .
Told him I woke up at the time I called him to wake up . But actually I woke up earlier to go CWP to buy somethings :X Went to his house and we slacked there abit . I felt so fortunate , being in his arms ........
After that we cabbed to 888 to eat KFC and surprise ! Haoren , Reagan , Cheewei & Keith were there too (: Kinda happy la .
After that went Fragrant for awhile , and Hubby sent me home , opened up the present and was happy like fuck la !
Heh , dont tell you what it is (: Maybe go to the last year Christmas's post and find some clues ;D
That's all I guess . Im gotta watch a movie with my sister tmr after work .
Talking about work , it's stressing my whole family out . My mother , as a babysitter , while taking care of that baby , that baby fell down HIMSELF and got many injuries and my mummy is super guilty ):
My daddy , his fucking colleague is ordering him around when they are all of the same rank . Fuck lor , summore his name is what you know ? SUNNY . Eh fuck him la , sunny pi -.-
My sister , her supervisor is being super unreasonable is scolding her everyday .
MY SUPERVISOR ALSO SUPER UNREASONABLE .
Wah I super stressed out la . Anw before dinner I chatted with Jianing , had a talk which makes me so happy and relax ^^
Misses to her , yeah one who never forgets me !
Joyce can come out tmr already so I guess I could see her from tmr onwards if I go Fragrant (:
Fuck Im feeling so damn pissed and shag la fuck fuck fuck .
♥ Kianhui
1:24 AM
Yawns . Work , consequently 3 days was fucking tired , everything was going so so wrong and I got scolded almost everyday .
That's work , isnt it ?
But sometimes I think Im just a failure , tsktsktsk .
Oh yeah , has a really urgent remark or comment to this certain blogger , yes I call her blogger because she practically blog for the sake of blogging .
My comment for her is , she is really copying someone's elses style of blogging . I mean like .. Blog like your own self , what for trying to be like someone though you idolise that person yourself ? I can proudly says Im blogging my own style , and Im your friend , his friend , her friend , Im your friend who blogs , not a blogger who's your friend . Lolol . Im just so proud heehee .
Love reading other people blogs but I just hate to see unpleasant things , or things I dont like myself hahaha .
May I know what makes a popular blogger ? Someone who blogs about what everyone can understand , as in , a random , non-fiction topic , meh ? How to say ar .. I mean like you blog things that benefits your readers , YOUR readersssss . Lol . I've no readers ! People who come my blog everyday are friends who truely wanna know how Im doing in my life . Everytime if I go my friend blog , Im always abit[?] pissed to see him/her blogging about a certain thing , using long and cheem words , explaining and explaining lol -.- So lame la , but I said this bcos I felt it's very uncomfortable to read a friend's blog who you feel is not being herself in her personal blog .
I welcome rude remarks . Ya la , not like alot of people view my blog , but fuck lor I find out that my blog the how many people visit become one . HAHAHA . Eh very fuck de leih ! Im working nowadays hardly anytime to blog then that webcounter thing has to this to me ! See la now no people want view my blog le lor and I cannot have memories of de many people who come to view my blog . Ok it's accumulated one I know HAHAHA .
Im being stupid ._.
Sometimes I feel that Im just a failure lor .. Never go study , work also work until so lousy . So slow , forget this forget that , sb jialat . Bad daughter also , bad friend . Bad bad bad . Im such a bad girl . But who cares , I just want to try my best to be a good girlfriend . I love my boyfriend very much ok , I want him to be happy like how Im happy too !
I wanna be my hubby's wife as soon as possible heehee .
Not rich nvm , although money's my soul lol , but we must have a house to stay and a job to earn money .
Most importantly must be happy everyday and love each other the same , every single day !
I wonder why everytimes my friend , friend's friend , friend's friend's friend or whoever's gf/bf always said forever but both still break up one lor . Stupid people . Cannot do it then dont say la . Not true love then dont say la . Saying forever to make her happy and saying 'Sorry , feeling fade / not compatible / no time / or whatever shit ' just to break her heart . Crazy people . Then what for make her happy in the first place ? Fucker .
So , listen la people . Dont say something just to make him/her feel happy , knowing you'll break the fragile heart in the end . Stewpid .
Lol suddenly I feel Im sucha bitch hahaha !!! Kay la . I so miss my blog manzzz . I want change my webcounter liaozzzz .
I want to get a new phone and a shopping spree . I want to decorate my bedroom until beautiful de . I want throw away all old clothes and buy a new bunch to replace them . Shiok if can like that !
I miss boyfriend like fuck , quarrelled with him on 19th May hahaha then 20th nvr see each other for whole day , thennnnn finally !!! 21st my love la , muahhhh Im going to enjoy my happy happy day ! No one can spoil my mood !!! Dont spoil la , spoil for what hor ? I think Im saying no one will some spoil de lol !! I hope hubby get well soon ! Going his house cook food I think !! But if you sick , flu , cook le got smell meh ? Stupid (:
My lousy Nokia phone now no memory space take picture , I get my first pay kong kong first thing give half for my mother to keep and next spend it on a pretty handphone , if possible go decorate it la .
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . No pictures for today ! Im lazy too , to go Deviantart for today :S Or maybe Im posting some pictures for the next post of today .
Oh yaaa . Go search A Little Piece of Heaven 's video , it's a song . Fucking touching but very super cruel . Lol .
Oh baby dont cry-ay-ay-ayyy ~
You had my heart ~
Im getting songs from hubby , to send to my computer Im gonna put into MP3 , Im lazy to download also lol Im super lazy la ! Dont know why .
Oooooo I hope ThamNengTong is coming out soon ! Heehee .
I miss alot of people and are thinking of them everyday , I shall not mention them although I know I mention le they sure happy [heh] .
Anw , for the moment , I think my blog's really personal la lolll bcos not much people view de you know ? Once I change my webcounter Im gonna count the number of views each day !
Im missing so many episodes of Rhythm of Life la fuckkkk . Someone spare me your Mio/Mobtv leih :D
Actually Im quite selfish , bcos , ----------------------------------- .
Dont try to guess bcos you wont know what it is lol ! Ok Im getting quite sotpala .
I think I will upload a picture afterall ! It's a picture of me which I've nvr shown it to the public , heehee .
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Ok ! Im going to find some web counter ~ Whatever la . Heehee . Byebye (:
I love superboyfriend .
♥ Kianhui
11:41 PM
And Im sort of one , nowadays (:
Ok ! I just wanna update a fast one (:
Work has been pretty fine just that Boss keep saying Im slow lor -.-
And my LaoDa knows Im slow he still nvr tell me . Tmd . Nvm lor . I will jin li de lor !
Oh , Im sad over afew things ..
Like the earthquake ? In China I guess ? Although I dont really like China , but the headline on the newspaper everyday really make me very sad . They took pictures of children dieddd , being crushed by the buildings . It's really saddening and devastating for the parents I guess . If one day alllll my children become like that I also dont want live already . Innocent lifes .
Tmd . I dont want like tht die lor . I want sleep to die , or , any other effing ways that dont make me know Im dying lol ? Whatever la !
And I love the Channel 8 show on weekdays , 9pm (:
变奏曲 , Rhythm of Life ！
It's a very very nice show alright ! Just as I imagine , it's a two part story , told to me my Cherry who read I/U[?] weekly magazine :D
Just that I'll miss it a few times a week , sighs . Stupid job la .
Talking about job , can someone here give me some suggestions ? Nah , nvm la ! I just say it lol .
Im going to convert to full-time .
Either ,
8 hours per day , 6 days a week
OR
12 hours per day , 5 days a week
Which one better ?
Im sitting on the fence lol . Dont effing know which one to choose la ! Haiyo .
Anw Im very happy because I came across 3.21pm this date lol . Super happy hahaha . You dont know why then go bang wall la hahah !
Failed to meet Aiai ytd .
Wo xiang ni !
Im talking with Hubby on the phone later ! And guess what ? Heh .
Wo ai ni !!!!
We quarrelled sometime earlier , the day before ytd but we are as good as before . No worries (:
I so miss him , wearing uniform heehee ! So shuai ok , without specs and cap more shuai .
So Im off to talk to my Hubby le , byebye !
♥Kianhui
11:11 PM
Then this Uncle Gary who works along as one of the chefs . He's like keep hinting me that Im joking and laughing too much with everyone , Im playing too much . Like wtf ? He doesnt realise that no one actually likes him so much because he's so goddamn boring and quiet and longwinded . He said he dont like working there , well he's leaving this faithful Thursday ^^ PEACE .
3pm off work , Enen dearest cherry come fetch me from work ^^ HEE .
But Uncle Gary also quite good la , cooked two chicken chops , one for me one for her and alot of fries and some wedges , WHICH he is not supposed to do because he will get scolded by the boss who was visiting today . Well well he's not bad afterall ?
We ate and laughed so much lor (:
Walk aimless rounds around J8 and decided to go Orchard ! But fuck luh I brought less than $10 because I thought me and her are not going anywhere ! Ok I owe her money !
Visited Fareast Plaza , Heeren & Cineleisure . Drank bubbletea , vanilla coke , and took neoprints . Effing so many memories to think of alright ! :D
We're being so sotpala for the whole day , heh ! Laughing like some madass in the MRT with some stupid Malays who keep looking and looking -.-
Many cute little angmoh toddlers , I ooh-ed at them la ! HAHA . And my coins keep dropping .
Oh , today's neoprint was the first me and cherry took tgt alone .
She's still as cheerful and strong and funny and cute as before . Im happy thgs turn out to be so happy for everyone , heh !
Love you cherry (:
After drinking finish vanilla coke , we took MRT back to Woodlands for me and Marsiling for her . Wonderful day ! Neoprints , will be posting them tmr , waiting for Enen to send to me :D
Went home to change to shorts and went to meet dearest boyfriend at 7-11 . Happy happy ! Just as I expected , he complained about what I was wearing -.-
Well I will listen one hehheh . I love my boyfriend while he's nagging , I can see he want me to be his and only his . HAHA .
They drinking , and darling let me drink a few sips and was damn happy la !! Hahaha .
After awhile dearest sent me home , and kiss goodbye (:
Im sorry darling , for pei-ing you so little today , & thanks for being understanding . Love you .
♥ Kianhui
3:46 PM
This is going to be a wordy post .
Sunday , CWP-ed for presents and bought candies for boyfriend .
Slacked and Fragrant and boyfriend's house .
Had a happy time and boyfriend sent me home .
Went CWP to pass JasonOng his present and went home to talk on phone with boyfriend .
Talked , off computer , sleep (:
I dreamt a horrible dream that night . My love one died and I cried like shit .
Random ..
Recently watched an old movie at Crunchyroll , Why Me , Sweetie ? .
It was nice and super touching that I cried for the whole half hour to the ending .
Today , Woke up at 2+ , prepared and went CWP to watch movie with boyfriend .
Nice storyline , really make me want to go on a honeymoon with my love . Heh .
I was super happy when boyfriend told me the movie is nice . But a romance/comedy ? Nice ? For him ? I was shocked la but super duper happy . Hahaha .
Walked to Vista Point , boyfriend pei-ed me dabao dinner and buy bubbletea , he sent me home .
Rmbering all those things he did for me , I realise how lucky am I to have YehKianHui .
Tell you , it's when you realise how important someone is to you then you realised nothing else is really important anymore .
It's when you realise it's true love and you put everything aside and give in .
Even your strongest belief turns into dust and vanish .
This love , which no one had ever gave me .
The present shows why he's everything to me . He really is .
What is forever ? It is when someone proves it to you .
What makes you wanna believe in forever ? It's when you love someone so much and that someone loves you back , deeply . It's when you suck to the utmost core , being the most stubborn and selfish pig ever , and that someone still wont leave .
他让我再次相信永远。
羡慕我吧，你是不可能像我有这样好的男朋友的，哈哈哈。
Anw my effing finger goes flat when 10 books fall on it . Middle finger on the right . Fuck , so I have to cut off all my fingernails to stop them from tearing off . But Im happy bcos I got long nails for very long ! I can grow them whenever I want and nvr let them stop , bcos , Im not schooling ! Yay !
Great . And Im working tmr , yet , Im still sitting in front of the computer , thinking and thinking .
You & you , were the MOSTTTTT important to me , once .
Where as , he , wasnt so important to me , or rather , I almost ignore him completely when you & you are around , ONCE .
But he , stayed by me , despite all my attitude , those attitude that I nvr showed you and you , which got him fuck up all the time .
Despite all those bites and punches and screamings and shoutings and complainings .
Despite that , Im fat .
Despite that I dont have much time for him .
Despite that Im sotpala .
Why ? He loves me . Im important to him .
So now ......
How I love him so ! He's gonna be damn important to me already , more than he already is .
Retarded Mr Dumbass KianHui , 我会珍惜你的。
Oh ya , I tidied up my whole room and I felt that it's mine now and before this , I felt it's like a filthy storeroom . Rmbed many small keychains given to me by friends since primary school . Yes I throwed them away . Bcos those memories are becoming too bitter to be kept .
It's better to move on without anything to remind me or anything .
Im sleeping already , boyfriend tmr confirm nag that I so late still blog (:
And , know what ?
I ♥ Kianhui
12:48 AM
10:39 PM
Ok I sotpala [?] .
HAHAHA . Darling said so .
Im super happy ! Im good with boyfriend (:
Today when I went CWP to buy mother's day present , I saw DEAREST ENEN ! Jiaen (:
She scare me la , I chua tio . Heehee .
Then she pei me go walk around and around . Very happy luh ! Talk alot also .
I really miss her alotttttt .
Busy finding photos of the past in my archives and find this :D
Nah cherry (:
Love youuuuuuuuu !!
After I find cherry I go find darling already . Bought afew things and we went darling house slacking slacking :D
Then bad things happen ................ ):
But now's everything's ok !
Believe in me darling . I'll do what I promised (:
Went to dont know where , blah blah and here Im back home ! Heehee .
Here's the token of our love.
I darken it so much hor . Purposely d !
As I said .. I viewed my archives . I browsed through them . I found many precious memories once again .
From last time till now , the big big change in me ):
If I hadnt played so much in June holidays and got so stressed up when school reopens , I guess Im still quite a clever student winning Jiaen and Liting xD HAHA .
If I nvr knew Yuenhe , I wouldnt get closer with Nengtong and Jianing , knew Gerald , Tanleelee , Alvin , Edwin , JasonTan and so on , I wouldnt have knew HJKs , and lastly , I will not have got closer with Kianhui and stead with him .
So shall I thank Yuenhe after all ? (:
HAH .
Yes my life is wonderful , and I'll regret not studying of course , but I'll nvr regret living my life differently and specially (:
Heehee . Im going to blog finish le la . I cant wait to find Aiai on Monday and EnEn next week !!
I miss i miss i miss everyone that misses me !
I miss my ex-schoolmates !
And at the moment ..
I miss my darling (:
Oh ya watch channel 8 now , there's a very special tv movie now and Im so engrossed that I kinda pangseh darling :X
Im going to talk to Darling le .
No pictures of DeviantArt today ! Im busy Im busy .
Heh .
Buaizxs .
♥ Kianhui
2:20 AM
Ariel , the Little Mermaid .
In a .. Very real life feeling ? Not that cartoonish . More mature . Ooo I love this picture to the core la .
Fuck .
Pretty right ?
I dont know why hor , I see this picture got alot of feeling overwhelmed me .
I seriously love Little Mermaid to the core !!
I shall start buying whatever thing I see of Dearest Ariel .
A bunch of mermaids .
Haha -.-
Actually I like the 2nd one from the left . 3rd one looks like Ariel ?
After reading JiaEn's blog ..
Got many mind quizzes .
What about choosing one of the mermaids above and I'll decide what kind of person are you .
Heh .
Or what will happen to you if got tsunami ? Or Singapore is flooded .
:D
:D
:D
Today was such an eventful day ..
Went to work , 9am-3pm .
I made fucking alot of mistakes and one customer scold me , tmd .
Fish & Chips jiu shi Fish & Chips , no fries still Fish & Chips ar ?
Idiot . Retard . Bitch . Fugly chou auntie .
3pm , I changed and sat down to watch my fellow workers work ! :D
Hehheh . Ate my favourite omelette rice again .
Chat chat with Boss/DaiLou and went off to Toapayoh at 4pm (:
Went to toilet first , took bus to MCYS .
Alot of people there leih , I thought only Jianing and Edwin and a few O.O
Okay anyway was delighted to see Edwin , Jianing & Tanleelee . Got this feel back when I see them three . Sighs (:
Never talk much though .
ThamNengTong will come out soon de lor Darling !!!
Oh ya , my reason for going to MCYS is to find Boyfriend . Heehee .
He come out awhile after I reach x)
Then we walked back to Toapayoh , walk big big rounds deciding where to eat .
After they ate and we took train back to Woodlands .
On the MRT was hilarious la !
Slacked at Fragrant awhile and before that Jianing and Tonglee went home .
Darling sent me home at about 8+ .
Talked alot with Darling . I guess we felt better already after all right (:
My heart is really with you .
I wont run to anyone else not because there is nowhere to go , but there's no one else that's like you .
You're not my one and only , you're everything that I've .
Fang yi bai ke xin okie !
Cant wait to see Darling tmr heehee . Darling is helping me prepare to give a surprise for my mother for mother's day . Heehee . I've got no idea of what to do , but yeah . Im filial la !
Was talking on phone with Darling just now and he told me about creepy forest at SBW park .
I thought of these ..
Forests that are relaxing (:
I rmbed when I was little , I always imagine forests to be very cooling , like got air-con like that ..
Then walk in very relaxing de , no insects no anything ..
Carpets of leaves on the ground .
Walk walk walk ..
Then got one big big de white colour bed . Then sleep there . Heehee .
Darling , one day bring me go see sunset at the beach , ke yi ma ?
Look carefully at the picture above ok .
It's not any ordinary couple , I think the lady is dead . Eyes covered with blindfold .
Very touching .
Ok , after reading Zubaidah's blog and Shenghao's blog . Im feeling relieved Im working and not studying . If I were studying now , I would have been super fucking depressed and wont go to school again -.-
Im envious of their hardworkingness and perseverance .
I know I could never make it (:
Last of my dearest Ariel in her usual form :D
Sexay right .
♥ Ariel !!!
Never forget what they did to you , but never let them know you remember .
Darling , wo ai ni (:
♥ Kianhui
10:12 PM
Firstly , to make it up to the conflicts between me and boyfriend ..
See that anot ? Darling , I love you !
I know you love webcam-ing with me heehee .
That's what Im doing now LOL . I teach Darling how to take photos of me when Im not noticing LOL .
Am I sort of sabo-ing myself ._.
Anyway !
Today's work was fun fun fun ! :D
People there are full time jokers .
Was roflolmao-ing , HAHA .
Im becoming quite adjusted to the surroundings (:
Bought groceries in the morning , and the rest of the day being my dearest cashier heehee .
Ate lunch , work summore , and went off !
After that Darling met me at Bishan MRT station .
Blah blah blah , went back to CWP . Took quite a few photos with Darling !
Here's one for you (:
Heck care my ljb heehee .
I was being very sot lor , was very down dhen suddenly keep take pictures .
Hor darling ?
I want to have a talking pet ):
Rmb-ing my Enid Blyton books , lol ! How all those toys came alive .........
Anw that picture shows a girl and dragon , I like it !
For people who keeps saying themselves ugly , sucks , fuck yourself fuck fuck fuck de , nah !
You are just empty so fill your life with happiness instead !
There is always a reason for you to be a happy person .
Oh yeah , I wonder when's the next outing with Joycie , and other HJKs , plus my darling this time ?
Wondering (:
I want to go somewhere tmr before work Boyfriend !
Ok , just a short post , tatas , Im off to find my Darling boyfriend .
Muack muack . Coming back in dayyyyyys time I think .
Goodbye (:
♥ Kianhui
11:54 PM
How am I gonna face tomorrow ?
我还能做什么...
10:04 PM
Such a long time since I posted . Well well , Im trying to earn money you know to buy countless of things .
I dont have photos of my life except using boyfriend's or girlfriend's hp ):
Ok !
Let's see . I've been working everyday since the last day I posted .
My only free days are these Saturday and Sunday ): !!
Good what , you think ar ?
NAHHH .
Those two days Im going Malaysia and totally have no time to spend with my boyfriend and friends .
Tmd .
I nvr meet Gladys for like damn fucking long .
ZzZ .
I will be updating her with alot alot of things happening in my life !
I hope she's happy ..
Today , I worked from 9am-4pm , Darling met me at Bishan and we take MRT to ToaPayoh MCYS . Waited for Darling and we took MRT back to Woodlands .
Darling met Sean the Simon at CWP , Simon was with his friends and he was being a retard leih .
Hahaha .
After awhile , Darling and I went to Fragrant to meet others .
Belle is not there again ):
I hope Haoren will get his answer and will be happy soon !
May all people in this world be automatic .
May it be brothers , friends or girlfriend . Everyone matters .
OK DARLING .
You must be finding your name xD
Heehee .
This whole day I like love to cling onto my boyfriend lor !
See him at Bishan , very very happy !
It was a pretty fun and happy day when Darling is around .
He always makes my day , and I know he wanted to spend more time with me like how I wanted to spend time with him .
I love you Darling !!
I'll be talking on phone with you later , hehheh .
Ok I rmbed some things the days before ? Got one day I went to Darling house and he cooked noodles for me again xD
Edited pictures of us are suppose to be posted ........
But I only manage to edit a few because my free time is fucking limited so , here's a sweet picture , hehheh .
Kisses and hugs always make me feel so fortunate and loved .
No one like him has given me this feeling before .
When you're in love , you see everything in a nice way , everyone seems to be great people and things seems to go on well !
But love does goes wrong sometimes , and everything will seems wrong .
Oh well , like who dont know hor ?
OH YA . Got one day I msn-ed and webcam-ed with Jiaren (:
Damn happy to see her face though she look abit like pontianak :X
Hahaha !
Jiaren , you'll always be one that I'll teng so much ok , other than a good friend I treat you like a sister too . I darn sad when I heard from you , that matter . Dont get hurt alright ?
Im still missing you and thinking of you everyday , heh ! True ar !
Loveeeeees , smile more ok !
Webcam with you again soonnnnnn .
Oh yeah , I webcam Darling too !
See ?
Im so happy webcam-ing with boyfriend ! :D :D :D :D :D
He wants to see me and he DONT HAVE WEBCAM LOR .
TMD !!
Hahaha (:
Not fair , quickly buy one ar Darling ^^
One fucking bad news .
Im really fat =/ This is really very saddening and important to me you know ?
My figure and looks and BOOBS . HAHA .
Ok wtf .
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Im trying to earn money and cut fat at the same time .
But how could I ?!?!?!?! Tmd ): Zen me ban la !
I everyday MUST eat fast food you know , got any ways to diet in this situation ? =/
TELL ME .
Guilty pleasure . Suck .
Oh ya talking to Joycie Belleeee now .
Speaking of tht , nah Belle !! See this , so cool .
Cool right ?!?!?!? Im lack of clothes to wear again 0.0
But with this fat figure of mine , wtf ?
Let me diet first , but when then will succeed , tell me la ?
Ok , relac .
Fat , short , tall , slim , still must be happy ^^
SMILE MY DEARESTS ! :D
Ok , this one obviously is paper la , but how great when got cereal is heart shape and strawberry flavoured de !
Omigosh , yummm !
FAT{
But this is so fucking nice la . Im craving for McFlurry !!!
Oh suddenly , Ongminmin miss Mr YKH . Because he's being so damn cute on MSN HAHAHAH . Nah la , apple good for health hor !
NOT FAT .
OKIEEEEEEEEE . Maybe Im blogging tmr too , or the next , or the next next blah blah :D
Diet is killing people hor , tmd . Maybe I shd fatten myself and get ready for EOTW , End Of The World because of global warming . Joycie you and your global warming . Heehee .
OH YA , last note !
Me and my sister , real-blood sister has our own rooms each (:
We've been sleeping tgt for fucking 10+ years and is separated since ytd ! But at least I've privacy and a room to talk as long as I want with Darling heehee .
My room is pinkish ! The furniture are brown ! My laptop is very near to my bed and I have a TV in my effing nice room ! HAHAHA .
Damn happy la (:
Ok blogging done and Im happy !
Those cute cute artistic pictures are to make up for my days of not blogging , and not having much of my own life pictures !
Anw who got read my blog man ): {
OKIEEEE . BYEBYE everybody ! Wo ai ni men hor xD
♥ Kianhui
