Dear Die-ry ,
9:05 PM

oh ya , HAPPIE BIRTHDAY DEAREST THEODORE . HAHA . I LOVE YOU !
ps , i love theodore among alvin & simon de most you know ;D

Dear Die-ry ,
3:15 PM

Dear Die-ry ,
2:35 PM

first post of 2oo8 ? yeah . i hate 2oo8 . fucking year .
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jianing post says i am a nice girl , and if kianhui dont treats me well if not she will kill kianhui . no , its not true , its totally not true , i treat him like damn fuck ok . i am NOT a good girlf , aiai also tink so . i am not , i am not , jianing kill me instead .
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i just wanna be drunk foreverr . maybe i arent ytd , but i definitely like de feeling of drinking . you can forget about school reopening and all stress coming straight at you , you knw ? you can just laff away with ur frens and everything . anw thnks guanyi for talking . cos i nvr knw anyone tht will talk to me will exist in this world , haha . she's got everything and i got nothing .
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buy some alcoholic drinks for me , i'll kiss you . and i mean it . HAHA .
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anw ytd . went vivo with alot of pple . got me , aiai , jianing , yilin , jason , alvin , jeremy , sean , moley , kianhui , alan , & i forget dont knw who ._. but in de end got like 10+ pple ? haha . we met at boots and shoes there dhen me & aiai bought sushi , jianing come find us . we went 6th floor eat , all tht evryone come liao dhen we go off . mrt , sian . dhen we reach harbourfront dhen go vivo lo . wait for thm oso . pictures alot , to be uploaded later , or tmr . hahaha . go dere , i forget do wht , but i knw got eat ljs , dhen got go sky park . dhen later tonglee got come , happie yeh . dhen keep disiao . at night , pple go off bcos of probation , dhen we four girls stay there . for starbucks , playground , and more of skypark . i was quite quiet i tink , haha . dhen got some bad news call , dhen leave vivo le . dhen we like keep changing mrt , lmao ? after tht . we got take a foto of us showing signs of L-O-V-E . i am O , for ordinary , ordinary or sumthg worse . whtevr . it was happie and crazie . dhen we went off in mrt , jianing showed me videos , i was like laffing and smiling all de way . babies are thgs tht i must want in future . i love babie ! aiai alight at admiralty , we alight at wdl . lucky bus come quick . we chiong home at 11 like tht . dhen i bathe prepare call aiai & jianing . and yilin nvr go , cos her parents dont let . sad , but i wished her happie new year later (:
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we met at cwp , i was quite high , haha . saw shiteng , she was sweet with her boyf leihs . later on bcos outside got sprays ma . dhen shiteng got spray . dhen we go out like avoiding , or rather me , dhen shiteng say , hallo or whtevr thg , dhen we jitao shout and run off . LOL . gladys was insane please . LOL . yays , i enjoyed with jianing , aiai , and maybe moley oso xD hahaha . fireworks was beautiful , countdown was sad . wtfuck ? i wasnt happie at all after countdown .
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sean have to rush home . dhen we all like hang around civics , dhen go cwp there again . jianing went home , me and aiai and moley take mrt to admiralty . moley went home . i waited for aiai outside her hse , dhen we go over tonglee hse . really wasnt in de mood , i wasnt happie . i drank a large slurpee , got a lightstick , purple ! yays . dhenn . whtevr , other pple came . brought table and chairs outside , played cards . aiai was insane once again . my mood got even worse . i drank abit , maybe , 1/2 of a big cup ._. ya , whtevr . i wanna more . wanna interact with a black cat , but he was scared , LOL . played audition , stupid guanyi and tonglee keep kajiao , ): . but i love tonglee's keyboard , nice can . hehs . dhen . tonglee was drunk . aiai was drunk . kianhui was drunk . whtevr . moley pour one cup of guiness , i plead for one sip . i drank de whole thg , it was nice . dhen he pour another , wanna gave guanyi , it was bitter like fuck . ate my darling mento . wee . and guanyi's hp songs are nice , soso nice , songs like dont go . yeah . we just practically kp-ed de whole time , and laff here and there , thts de best time of de whole new year eve to new year i have . you knw ?
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slept awhile bcos i was really tired . got up , de wind of fan is super big , i keep sneeze . woke up , wanna go home , cannot unlock door , wtfuck . useless ongminmin . tanleelee helped me open , thnks uh . was staring into blank space in 913 and 9oo . went home , bathe , sleep . and woke up eat prawn noodles bought by mummy . my first drink of 2oo8 is slurpee , followed by beer , followed by plain water . wee . food is fries cooked by sean , + potato chips , dhen prawn mee . lalala .
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i super hate 2oo8 i tell you . i dont wanna go school i tell you . how i hope i can drink more . i really hope so . do you knw tht i could just cry . i badly need help .
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i hope you are well . you worried me ytd , drink till so red . you dont drink but you keep wanna drink . lose le , happie cos you could drink . fucking crazie ok . you are mad ytd . i do worry .
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dont ask kianhui to treat me well , takecare of me or wht . bcos i arent a good stead , & i dont wan good treatment back , bcos i will just die from guiltiness . i am sry boyf , i dont lie anymore , but really , i do sucks . please dont deny or whtevr , i knw de truth de best . i knw all de bad thgs i done . i am sry .
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