Dear Die-ry ,
1:54 AM

Miss me ? :D
Firstly ! A loud announcement , I miss work ! Today's my off day (:
I got used to being on my own other then being with boyfriend , and went to town alone today . But Im so not a loner (:

But when you're alone , you can think whatever you want , go wherever you want , you rule your own wahaha .

Anw , last few days of work was quite alright , at least something bad happen each day . Ahboon , the other cashier that had worked there since the stall opened , is leaving in mid-june or so . So Im taking over his job after that . That's why Im deciding whether to work full/part time . Maybe Im taking full time , 12 days a week hours a day [JIANING LOL] , 2 off days afterall . Anw , I could get off days on public holidays too so it's quite ok (:
Hubby and I are meeting lesser nowadays [but we are still loving each other as ever dont ever try to break us apart !] so , sleeping at home till 1 , 2 , or even 3pm isnt good for health ._.
Might as well sleep early everyday , wake up early , work my happy job (:

Im working happily , getting along quite ok with the people there , making mistakes now and then , therefore letting me get more experience and learn to be more hardworking , hardworking to rmb every thing taught , and and responsible , for everything I do and say . It can affect the whole situation :S

Yeah , responsible , a serioussssss lesson for me manzzz ):
On Saturday , I worked from 9am to 5pm . Then .. There's this customer , an Angmoh .
I used to respect and like Angmohs alot , because they are friendly and their accent sounds so nice and special . Smile at them , they will give you an even wider smile and nod their head in acknowlegdement . That's why Im happy whenever I come across Angmoh customers . [anw , i dont know exact word for angmoh :S]

BUTTTT .
This customer , a big sized Angmoh , male , came along .. ordered a set male meal which consists of the main course + 2 sides + soup . He ordered that . But he said no sauce but I never heard it . My fault , FIRST NOTE : take note of all needs and wants of your customer ._.
Then , we wanted to make a new one for him , he diam diam . After that , I begin to serve him the soup , he said , serve him after the main course . I dont know whether it means , passing him the main course first , then the soup , or after he ate finish the main course then he come back and we serve him the soup . I thought it was the second one , then I said , err , sorry , we cannot do that for you .

THEN , he said , I WANT MY MONEY BACK ):
Ok , SECOND NOTE : make it clear if you dont understand what the customer is saying , I guess they will rather you make their order right by asking one more time then making their order wrong ?

Then I was like thinking , actually we can do that for him , I CAN do that for him ._.
Because , he'll be coming back to take the soup himself , no need for me to trouble anything right ?
Yeah , so THIRD NOTE : do the best you can for your customers .

From this work , which might seem not-very-high-class job for most of the people around , I could learn many many things . I learnt that working is REALLY not easy . You could not rebel like how you could do in school . You can gang up with your friends against the teacher even if you're in the wrong without passing up hw or etc etc and that the teacher demands you to hand up the work in the right way , but you definitely could not gang up with your fellow workers to have a strike against the boss/supervisor .
Becauseeee they will always be more experienced than you and their reasons confirm win over you and they will always win . Ok , I can honestly say that , average 4/5 of the workers there are super responsible and know what's really right and wrong . So there's no reason for them to be ganging up with you if you had done something wrong .

The right thing to do is , I guess , listen , put into your heart that you will nvr do that again . Getting said by your boss/supervisor do you good . Hoho . Doing things the right way , actually can makes your boss/supervisor happy , people around you happy , and you'll be happy . Somemore when you do things right , your customer will be satisfied and that's the main purpose of working there right ? :D

HAHAHA . IM GETTING SO PRO RIGHT . HEEHEEHEE .
But that's plainly my own opinion . I likeee my work and enjoys making everyone happy !
Since primary school till sometime this year , I dont believe in making everyone happy is making yourself happy .
Now I understand that . Same goes to , give is better than take .

Conclusion ...
Ongminmin has matured so so much (:
HEEHEE .

Ok this is boring , talking about work ...





Let me talk about morning ! I wanted to wake up at 6am and prepare to go his house so that more time could be spent tgt . End up waking up at 9am ._.
OK after I bathe brush teeth change and everything I CABBEDDDDDDDD to his house :D
So good right me ? Heehee .

But I go there see him sleep ...
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Heehee but he woke up in the end ! :D


♥ Hubby !


MAPLE ):


Got a conflict at his house , but was alright in the end thanks goodness . Original movie plan cancelled T.T
He better make it up for my birthday hor xD
Oh ya my birthday ...................
Im still deciding how to celebrate . Am happy that Aiai is helping me to make a gathering on my birthday ^^
Goody Im celebrating this year birthday with many people !
Heehee .

Anw , after slacking at his house , we cabbed to 515 .........



Then I ate ...
LAKSA !!!!!!
Something I've been craving for a million years omgomgomg .
Irritating boyfriend keep pestering me to eat faster __
Fakeeeeee (:

Went to my house , he waited for me to change again , and we took bus to CWP .
On the bus I was busy zilian-ing ...



... and asking him to join in that he was frustrated . FUNNY LA LOL .
He went to find other HJKs and I went to town lo (:

Reached Somerset at about 6pm . Blah blah , bought a belt and a tube/halter neck only =/
Sadded la , if I had known I confirm go Bugis !
But I love the night scenery there ♥




Different kinds of SGPreans (:


Went back Woodlands at 8pm , what more could I do when I cannot find something that suits me and my budget ? Haha !


I was trying to capture the pink MRT I was in , I never notice it was pink until I step out of it !

Bought 2 tickets for The Chronicles of Narnia : Prince Caspian .
Went window-shopping at CWP while waiting for Sister to reach .
CWP shops items suit me and my budget more (:
I should have agree with boyfriend and shop with him at CWP lol !
Oh yeah , met Princess Belle & Jesslyn for awhile , feels good to see them again !
Misses to Fragrant ♥♥♥

Watch the movie when Sister reached ..
And guess what ? I ate nacho chips AND popcorn from Uncle Tidbits .
How fat can I be ):
Eh but Im just pampering myself manzzz (:
HAHAHA .
Speaking of the popcorn , it's introduced to me by Aiai last year , it tastes great and cost only $1.00 , one packet is enough for yourself . Save money !!!

But I kinda regret having the nacho chips T.T
Fucking stupid leih .

Ok the movie .



WAS SUPER NICE LA ! I ♥ NARNIA SERIES (:
WAS SO EXCITED THE WHOLE WAY THROUGH THE MOVIE .
DISTURBED MY SISTER WAHAHA . HAD FUN AND THINK THE MOVIE IS SUPERB .
BUT MY SISTER SAID MONEY WASTED BCOS SHE WANTED TO CONCENTRATE ON THE MOVIE BUT FAIL TO DO SO BCOS I WAS DISTURBING HER .
WAHAHA .
BUT NEHHH I HAD FUN (:

Heeeeeeee . Then only the lift was left for us to get to the first floor . Me and sister went in the the first lift , very difficult then squeeze in . Embarrassingly , OVERLOAD WAHAHA . Ok ! Not because of us only ok , a couple went out also before us ! But I was laughing like mad bcos it was sososooooo funny :D

Then the 2nd lift came and we managed to get inside without overloading the lift .
There was extra space in the lift but no one else dare to go in anymore ! FUNNY .
Then we were in the lift . It was really fucking quiet . And I was msging boyfriend . All everyone in the lift could hear was the sound of my phone buttons .
Then I find it funny and I , giggled ! WAHAHA .
So damn funny tell you .

Took 9oo bus home (:

TADAAAAAA . Here Im blogging lor ! :D

Anw boyfriend was right , my phone is getting to be not so good to me anymore !
Sad right . My supervisor said that although the phone's camera was 5.0 megapixels but even Sony Ericsson's phone 2.5 can beat mine . Boyfriend said that his phone which was dont know what megapixels camera is even clearer . Wellllll . I agree with Sony Ericsson's phones are great ! :D
But I wanna try the newest phone , and I wanna try Samsung , first ever in my collection ! And for free leih (:
And the phone takes 5 seconds to take one clear photo with the 'scene' option , which is counted damn slow . Using the 'camera' option result in superrrrrrrr unclear photo ):
So like , I will fail if I want to zilian outside with my phone not letting anyone see !
Oh well .

The voice of my loudspeaker boyfriend isnt loud when Im talking with him on the phone !
The music played out at the music player wasn't any louder ! [ok it was louder , but softer than alot of phone , but the salesperson at the counter said it's a camera and music phone ?]

PLUS , I will accidentally press until the touchscreen even when I havent finish typing the msg !
THEN , sometimes sent msges which are already delivered to the other party was saved in outbox instead !

:/

But nvm that , I still like this phone , and I dont know why , maybe it's bcos I could choose the colour of the icons of the touchscreen and my theme ? :D

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I have something to reflect , on myself . I cried , I really love them , so so much .


To my dearest mother , who had done so much for me , cried so much for me , suffered my attitude and scoldings so badly . Im really guilty . Im starting to regret everything starting from last year mid-June . One year had passed and Im only starting to reflect . Lately , I might have done something which will upset you greatly if you've known . I hope nothing big will happen .

To my dearest father , who dotes on me so much after that big big cold and fierce war last year , giving in to me , helping me in every way you can , not scolding me a single time , bearing all the hardwork , difficult choices , stress from this family and work , keeping them all to yourself .

Im starting to believe in , god ?
Omg , I cant believe it myself , until today , when I start to plead God in my heart to forgive me for what I have done wrongly .
Should I turn into a Christian instead ? Will I meet an accident bcos Im having a buddha charm necklace hanging on my neck and Im thinking about God ?
What's god .
Oh yeah , in that movie , there was this big wave that turn into a face , swallowing all the bad soldiers . I think that face looks like God to me !

I think I've been such an evil person all along . All the bad things I've done to you , talked about you , cursing about you , you might have never known . Maybe I had backstabbed you a million times , but till now you still dont know about it . Maybe I've really hated you to the core , talked about you as anonymous in my blog , diary , and you might not even know it . All the evil thoughts in my mind , even about wanting to kill , torture , beat someone ? Could have appeared in my mind before . How will you know ? Im evil ...

But I dont want to go to hell . Maybe pain might be nothing to you now blah blah , but hell is hell , it will be million and zillion times more worse than the worst you will ever imagine . That's what I believe in .

But I believe hell is getting to be more and more high tech . I guess , if you really , sincerely , 1o1% had the heart to change to be better , I think you will be spared . Anw , what am I thinking ?
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I wanna say thanks and sorry to boyfriend anw , I love you ^^

Cheer up Joycieeee ! Hope things are fine with you and * (:

Aiai is helping me to dye hair one day ... Weeeeeeee :D

Oh ya , suddenly rmbered about Hei Tang Ma Qi Duo when I read Cherry's blog last week , and I saw Lollipop on Yu Le Bai Fen Bai !!!

AHWEI IS MY SUPER OU XIANG , HE VERY GOT THE TALENT , HE SHORT SHORT CUTE CUTE DE , I LIKE ^^


Not to forget my favourite wa wa of Hei Se Hui Mei Mei , Y Tou ^^

Ok Im going to find something to watch on Crunchyroll now :S
Anw reading back the working responsibility thing Im really surprised why I type like that lol ?!


I know you'll miss me so another picture of me ^^



♥ Kianhui