Dear Die-ry ,
7:06 PM

First pay , shopping spree ? Handphone ? Shopping ? Handphone ? Which one ?
I badly need new clothes ):
And I super badly need a new handphone ! Fuck la , should not have smashed my own handphone , so stupid .

Off day on a Sunday , which is like . WOW ! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Super happy , but a day doing almost nth lor =/
Fineeeeee .
I miss Joycie ):

Whenever Im having an off-day , NO ONE ASK ME OUT .
When Im working for full day or just working , so many fun events going on .
):
How sad I get ? I go emo le .

Emo-ing in progress ..
Cuts hands .............
Bang walls .............

-.-

Kay la , but today is serious , tiring and boring and Im having a headache !
I want mummy ):
It's a family day and I die die also want have dinner with my daddy and mummy . Fuck leih , I very long then will off day on a day everyone free . If I know I confirm go out with my mummy .
She went Bugis , Expo and CHANGI AIRPORT today la fuck !

She can shop ! Eat ! See aeroplanes ..
Im just stuck in woodlands . Lol .
I wanna see aeroplanes ..
I wanna have nightlife ..
I wanna go to the beach ..
Get my money and shop till die . Muahaha .

I miss Nengtong like shittttt . I dreamt about him coming out ytd night and it was totally sooooo real !! I still rmb Edwin and Alvin and Gerald meeting TNT with me ! Then I called Jianing .. She came with a big big smile :D
REALLY . DAMN REAL LOR .
Pray hard , real hard , he's coming out damn fucking soon .


Everythings falling out of place and Im just so damn flustered ...
What should I do ? I will make the matter worse if I do anything .. But if I dont do anything everything will be as bad as ever ..
I feel very uncomfortable . 不自在。Fuck ):

Then I'll think of a song ... Your Love is A Lie .
Dont suspect anything bcos of this words .
Dont think of anything when you see this post .
Dont misunderstand anything .
Im very frustrated and it's time to blog out my feelings again in my blog . Im tired for not blogging my feelings out . It's the best place to go when nobody's there for me ):

Maybe , someday when Im free , Im going to the airport alone (:
Or the beach .
Since no one is pei-ing me , why not do it alone ?
It's like Im alone all the time already . Doesnt makes a difference .

Im like not emo-ing ?
Im just upset . Very upset . Over nothing !
PMS PMS PMS .
Quickly have my period and let the PMS go all over man . Fuck .


Glad to see my blog counter rising . Lol .

Maybe I should go play maple too . Hahah .
Oh yeah , miss me ? Here I am :



I miss you , I really do .. But who knows what are you saying ..
Who are you kidding ?

Now guess what . Alrights . I love Hubby .


♥ Kianhui