Dear Die-ry ,
1:24 AM

Happy 2nd Month to Hubby , love you my love .

Yawns . Work , consequently 3 days was fucking tired , everything was going so so wrong and I got scolded almost everyday .

That's work , isnt it ?

But sometimes I think Im just a failure , tsktsktsk .



Oh yeah , has a really urgent remark or comment to this certain blogger , yes I call her blogger because she practically blog for the sake of blogging .
My comment for her is , she is really copying someone's elses style of blogging . I mean like .. Blog like your own self , what for trying to be like someone though you idolise that person yourself ? I can proudly says Im blogging my own style , and Im your friend , his friend , her friend , Im your friend who blogs , not a blogger who's your friend . Lolol . Im just so proud heehee .

Love reading other people blogs but I just hate to see unpleasant things , or things I dont like myself hahaha .

May I know what makes a popular blogger ? Someone who blogs about what everyone can understand , as in , a random , non-fiction topic , meh ? How to say ar .. I mean like you blog things that benefits your readers , YOUR readersssss . Lol . I've no readers ! People who come my blog everyday are friends who truely wanna know how Im doing in my life . Everytime if I go my friend blog , Im always abit[?] pissed to see him/her blogging about a certain thing , using long and cheem words , explaining and explaining lol -.- So lame la , but I said this bcos I felt it's very uncomfortable to read a friend's blog who you feel is not being herself in her personal blog .

I welcome rude remarks . Ya la , not like alot of people view my blog , but fuck lor I find out that my blog the how many people visit become one . HAHAHA . Eh very fuck de leih ! Im working nowadays hardly anytime to blog then that webcounter thing has to this to me ! See la now no people want view my blog le lor and I cannot have memories of de many people who come to view my blog . Ok it's accumulated one I know HAHAHA .

Im being stupid ._.


Sometimes I feel that Im just a failure lor .. Never go study , work also work until so lousy . So slow , forget this forget that , sb jialat . Bad daughter also , bad friend . Bad bad bad . Im such a bad girl . But who cares , I just want to try my best to be a good girlfriend . I love my boyfriend very much ok , I want him to be happy like how Im happy too !

I wanna be my hubby's wife as soon as possible heehee .
Not rich nvm , although money's my soul lol , but we must have a house to stay and a job to earn money .
Most importantly must be happy everyday and love each other the same , every single day !

I wonder why everytimes my friend , friend's friend , friend's friend's friend or whoever's gf/bf always said forever but both still break up one lor . Stupid people . Cannot do it then dont say la . Not true love then dont say la . Saying forever to make her happy and saying 'Sorry , feeling fade / not compatible / no time / or whatever shit ' just to break her heart . Crazy people . Then what for make her happy in the first place ? Fucker .

So , listen la people . Dont say something just to make him/her feel happy , knowing you'll break the fragile heart in the end . Stewpid .


Lol suddenly I feel Im sucha bitch hahaha !!! Kay la . I so miss my blog manzzz . I want change my webcounter liaozzzz .

I want to get a new phone and a shopping spree . I want to decorate my bedroom until beautiful de . I want throw away all old clothes and buy a new bunch to replace them . Shiok if can like that !


I miss boyfriend like fuck , quarrelled with him on 19th May hahaha then 20th nvr see each other for whole day , thennnnn finally !!! 21st my love la , muahhhh Im going to enjoy my happy happy day ! No one can spoil my mood !!! Dont spoil la , spoil for what hor ? I think Im saying no one will some spoil de lol !! I hope hubby get well soon ! Going his house cook food I think !! But if you sick , flu , cook le got smell meh ? Stupid (:


My lousy Nokia phone now no memory space take picture , I get my first pay kong kong first thing give half for my mother to keep and next spend it on a pretty handphone , if possible go decorate it la .

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . No pictures for today ! Im lazy too , to go Deviantart for today :S Or maybe Im posting some pictures for the next post of today .


Oh yaaa . Go search A Little Piece of Heaven 's video , it's a song . Fucking touching but very super cruel . Lol .

Oh baby dont cry-ay-ay-ayyy ~
You had my heart ~


Im getting songs from hubby , to send to my computer Im gonna put into MP3 , Im lazy to download also lol Im super lazy la ! Dont know why .


Oooooo I hope ThamNengTong is coming out soon ! Heehee .

I miss alot of people and are thinking of them everyday , I shall not mention them although I know I mention le they sure happy [heh] .

Anw , for the moment , I think my blog's really personal la lolll bcos not much people view de you know ? Once I change my webcounter Im gonna count the number of views each day !


Im missing so many episodes of Rhythm of Life la fuckkkk . Someone spare me your Mio/Mobtv leih :D


Actually Im quite selfish , bcos , ----------------------------------- .
Dont try to guess bcos you wont know what it is lol ! Ok Im getting quite sotpala .


I think I will upload a picture afterall ! It's a picture of me which I've nvr shown it to the public , heehee .



Ok ! Im going to find some web counter ~ Whatever la . Heehee . Byebye (:

I love superboyfriend .

♥ Kianhui