3:46 PM
This is going to be a wordy post .
Sunday , CWP-ed for presents and bought candies for boyfriend .
Slacked and Fragrant and boyfriend's house .
Had a happy time and boyfriend sent me home .
Went CWP to pass JasonOng his present and went home to talk on phone with boyfriend .
Talked , off computer , sleep (:
I dreamt a horrible dream that night . My love one died and I cried like shit .
Random ..
Recently watched an old movie at Crunchyroll , Why Me , Sweetie ? .
It was nice and super touching that I cried for the whole half hour to the ending .
Today , Woke up at 2+ , prepared and went CWP to watch movie with boyfriend .
Nice storyline , really make me want to go on a honeymoon with my love . Heh .
I was super happy when boyfriend told me the movie is nice . But a romance/comedy ? Nice ? For him ? I was shocked la but super duper happy . Hahaha .
Walked to Vista Point , boyfriend pei-ed me dabao dinner and buy bubbletea , he sent me home .
Rmbering all those things he did for me , I realise how lucky am I to have YehKianHui .
Tell you , it's when you realise how important someone is to you then you realised nothing else is really important anymore .
It's when you realise it's true love and you put everything aside and give in .
Even your strongest belief turns into dust and vanish .
This love , which no one had ever gave me .
The present shows why he's everything to me . He really is .
What is forever ? It is when someone proves it to you .
What makes you wanna believe in forever ? It's when you love someone so much and that someone loves you back , deeply . It's when you suck to the utmost core , being the most stubborn and selfish pig ever , and that someone still wont leave .
他让我再次相信永远。
羡慕我吧，你是不可能像我有这样好的男朋友的，哈哈哈。
Anw my effing finger goes flat when 10 books fall on it . Middle finger on the right . Fuck , so I have to cut off all my fingernails to stop them from tearing off . But Im happy bcos I got long nails for very long ! I can grow them whenever I want and nvr let them stop , bcos , Im not schooling ! Yay !
Great . And Im working tmr , yet , Im still sitting in front of the computer , thinking and thinking .
You & you , were the MOSTTTTT important to me , once .
Where as , he , wasnt so important to me , or rather , I almost ignore him completely when you & you are around , ONCE .
But he , stayed by me , despite all my attitude , those attitude that I nvr showed you and you , which got him fuck up all the time .
Despite all those bites and punches and screamings and shoutings and complainings .
Despite that , Im fat .
Despite that I dont have much time for him .
Despite that Im sotpala .
Why ? He loves me . Im important to him .
So now ......
How I love him so ! He's gonna be damn important to me already , more than he already is .
Retarded Mr Dumbass KianHui , 我会珍惜你的。
Oh ya , I tidied up my whole room and I felt that it's mine now and before this , I felt it's like a filthy storeroom . Rmbed many small keychains given to me by friends since primary school . Yes I throwed them away . Bcos those memories are becoming too bitter to be kept .
It's better to move on without anything to remind me or anything .
Im sleeping already , boyfriend tmr confirm nag that I so late still blog (:
And , know what ?
I ♥ Kianhui
