Dear Die-ry ,
4:30 PM

Gemini
You have an opinion on just about everything, so why hold back when your lover asks for your thoughts? Now is not the time to play the wallflower. Express yourself proudly and let your sweetie see the real you.

There is a chance that you're not being honest with yourself. It's time you dealt with unresolved issues, deep fears or unfinished business, which, like a silent undercurrent or an unbridged gap in your heart, could be affecting intimacy in your relationship or love life. Staying busy, turning to familiar comforts or resorting to compulsive behavior could be covering up denial, suffering, stagnation or heartache. Genuinely come to terms with the truth by confronting or forgiving your own role in whatever it is you regret so that you can let go, move on and become more open to romance. There is a safe harbor of support and security available to you, but you might need to seek it out. Recovery and healing are inner work and can begin only after there has been acknowledgement of the hurts that have occurred.

See ? Told you I believe in horoscope . Fucking true I tell you . I find that I've been hiding many truths until now , just now . I totally love my boyfriend to the core . He is also my best friend . My first boyfriend which I pour my fears and troubles to in one go .
YEH KIAN HUI IS MY SUPER DUPER BOYFRIEND !!

And . Im super fuck up with myself , duh , what's new .
My attitude towards my dear boyfriend MUST change . I cannot continue letting him pamper me !
I feel so great when he confront me just now . Horrible but happy that he finally burst out hohoho .
Hope this kind of things only happen in the first month and continuously down the road is happily ever after ! :D

Im missing Northland Sec and my clique last time .
Alvin , Edwin , Gladys , Jianing , Nengtong , Gerald , Tonglee , Jason , Sean .
I personally dont feel like including Joel and Wensheng . Dont know why , Im sorry .
Everything wouldnt be the same ever again .

Im going to bathe , talk , and sleep after I talk on phone with superboyfriend .
Im learning to be obedient -.-
Hahaha .
Good night people . Err , pictures tmr ! It's not alot btw .
:S

♥ Kianhui