Dear Die-ry ,
11:32 PM

I suddenly really dont feel like losing friend and find previously good friends chou ji dan ):
Okay if you think it's not you , why not ?
And if you think it's you , think again if you fit the description .
Wang ba dan makes a good dan also . Lol .
Crap .

I seriously think Im not good enough to be anyone good/girl/boyfriend .
Lol . I know it's the friendship and heart that counts , but .
I feel guilty .
For dont know what reason .
Im evil ? Im wicked ?
I think I m . Oh , beware leih .
Sighs .


I suddenly miss the past and feel like crying again .
Im seriously vulnerable these days huh ?
Im not stressed hehs .

I neglected alot of people , havent I ?
But I guess I keep acting as a know-it-all .
Thought I know what everybody likes and what kind of person they are .
WRONG .
Turns out I feel like a bloody stranger .



I miss Nengtong alot . Ytd and today . I love talking to Edwin and Alvin because I feel Im closer to them , I know them longer than any other person in HJK (:


Told Edwin , I miss Sotong Papa , and the past , so memorable . He havent reply my letter or he doesnt even intended to do it ):

I need your advices and laughs to cheer me up la friend . Why izit that think of you then will be smiling the face ! I hope you really take care T.T

Alvin . Long time never chat with him already , but he'll always be the DIDI I teng so much always . Sighs .

Im not a good girlfriend and I really , is going to be pampered by my dearest boyfriend . Dont treat me so good darling ):
Oh ya Boyfriend , you see above the thing , dont ask me why all that ok ? I put in my blog and want to forget about it already .

Joycieeee . I really .......................
Dont know how to put it .
What I want to say is that , in conclusion , I hope you'll be happier , and even better I could help you ^^
Im always there no matter how important Im to you .
And I mean always . Lol . Your house at Tekong only ma , your house got fire come my house stay lor .
CHOI TOUCHWOOD .
Haha .

Chatting with Haoren and Joycie on MSN . Missed times di-siaoing with all my dearest brothers !
Now I dont think people say me I know how to say back le lol .

Kay la I talked too much . Got time , I upload photos (:

Still in half half mood . How to be happy ?

♥ Kianhui