Dear Die-ry ,
10:34 PM
10:34 PM
Maybe this got to other people when he's asking for help and they will see my post and start kp-ing and guailan me again , huh ?
Im strong , Im all alone , Im not going to ask people for help , I can settle things on my own , I know what's right and what's wrong for me !
Ok , maybe I dont know that I have done wrong and what's the right thing . Who doesnt make mistakes and who exactly know what's right or wrong without standing in my shoes ? No one do understand what Im feeling anyway . In cases like this I will always be wrong in other peoples eyes isnt it ? Fuck . Fine .
Fucking screw myself .
Im the mother fucking slut la .
Can anot . MY WRONG . MY FAULT . Can anot ?
I shall not put my anger here and scold people , vent out my anger , since everytime I do something like this Im always wrong !
Maybe I should like go see my pen-god again .
Be my emo self again .
Fuck la , think my life very fun har ?
Im not crying though , strong girl Im . Told all my friends I'll be strong . Im without no one and no one will agree that Im right .
Im pretty sure of that .
Dont tell me something like , you never tell how you know ?
Because when I tell Im afraid to face your stupid answer that doesnt fits my mind and heart at all !
For me , understanding is not to be spoke in words .
FOR ME .
Get the words right . If agree please breathe . Crap .
It is to be felt within the heart and mind .
Silence is golden .
Is all these quotes plainly for you to see and look ?
The deep meanings down there please get it clear .
My heart is hurting alot , everytime things like this happen .
Fuck , I arent a good person .
Im always this arrogant and stubborn person .
Yaya . My experiences are enough for me to know what I should do in situations .
FOR YOU , Im strong and alone , I dont need help .
No wonder Alan keep saying Im a she-male , I know Im strong like a man .
CCB .
Really feel like seeing a pool of blood and jumping inside .
CRAP .
It feels bad to be this upset .
With myself and other people .
What else can I do .
Tolerance got limit .
Heart is pain but have no change .
The feelings had never changes .
God bless me and you .
A long long road to walk still .
♥ Kianhui
Im strong , Im all alone , Im not going to ask people for help , I can settle things on my own , I know what's right and what's wrong for me !
Ok , maybe I dont know that I have done wrong and what's the right thing . Who doesnt make mistakes and who exactly know what's right or wrong without standing in my shoes ? No one do understand what Im feeling anyway . In cases like this I will always be wrong in other peoples eyes isnt it ? Fuck . Fine .
Fucking screw myself .
Im the mother fucking slut la .
Can anot . MY WRONG . MY FAULT . Can anot ?
I shall not put my anger here and scold people , vent out my anger , since everytime I do something like this Im always wrong !
Maybe I should like go see my pen-god again .
Be my emo self again .
Fuck la , think my life very fun har ?
Im not crying though , strong girl Im . Told all my friends I'll be strong . Im without no one and no one will agree that Im right .
Im pretty sure of that .
Dont tell me something like , you never tell how you know ?
Because when I tell Im afraid to face your stupid answer that doesnt fits my mind and heart at all !
For me , understanding is not to be spoke in words .
FOR ME .
Get the words right . If agree please breathe . Crap .
It is to be felt within the heart and mind .
Silence is golden .
Is all these quotes plainly for you to see and look ?
The deep meanings down there please get it clear .
My heart is hurting alot , everytime things like this happen .
Fuck , I arent a good person .
Im always this arrogant and stubborn person .
Yaya . My experiences are enough for me to know what I should do in situations .
FOR YOU , Im strong and alone , I dont need help .
No wonder Alan keep saying Im a she-male , I know Im strong like a man .
CCB .
Really feel like seeing a pool of blood and jumping inside .
CRAP .
It feels bad to be this upset .
With myself and other people .
What else can I do .
Tolerance got limit .
Heart is pain but have no change .
The feelings had never changes .
God bless me and you .
A long long road to walk still .
♥ Kianhui
Friday, April 11, 2008
